Friends

Does anyone know the feeling when your friends with someone, but that person makes you feel like not being near them, because of this...how do I say it...feeling you get when your around that person?

I'm going into high school this year (so exciting!) and I'm really hoping that I can make the kind of friends that I really feel like I've never had since elementary. (and even then they probably would have ditched me with the drop of a hat) 

I really hate to sound rude, (cause that's one of  the words I dislike very much) but the friend I was talking about, (in the first para) two days ago when we got our high school schedules, and I saw that she wasn't in any of my classes...I was happy. I felt like I could finally break free. Find myself. 

I hope she finds a better friend in high school that I could ever be. ('cause I obviously wasn't a good one right?) 

(OvO) In the pursuit of happiness.